I don’t think you know this, but before you I had some pretty bad commitment issues. I had never been in a real relationship (that wasn’t open) and I the thought of being with only one person for a long time seemed like something I would never do. you opened my eyes to new possibilities and you broke through my commitment issues without even trying. idk how you did it, but something about you is different. I just feel like I could truly be with you for the rest of my life, and I really like the idea of marrying you one day. I just have that feeling. I love you for everything you’ve done for me though. like getting rid of the commitment issues I had, showing me that there are good genuine guys out there, and opening my eyes to a long term never ending relationship.

so I see you in six days… I can’t believe I can finally say that I’ll be stepping foot in Florida in less than a week. ive been waiting for this trip for basically half a year, and I can’t believe it’s really happening. it makes me think of how much I love you and how I would truly do anything for you because of how much I care about you. you take me out of my comfort zone with some things, like I would have never thought that I would be flying across the country by myself before i met you. this is all so new to me yet so exciting and perfect. I would do anything for you, and no amount of distance will ever keep me away from you .

oh my god this is all so crazyyyy. i can finally say that ill be in Florida in less than a week!! i cant even describe my happiness right now!! the best two weeks of my summer are about to start soon and i seriously cant wait!! you know… when i think about it, vie literally been looking forward to this trip since around december ish, and finally six months later, its almost here!! i cant believe this is seriously happening. i love my life right now hehehe. aahh the less-than-a-week countdown finally begins!!